{THE UNCHERISHED}

Friday, March 24, 2006

i just woke up.
i feel so bad.
i shouldn't have angered him.
now he won't talk to me.
i'm sorry.
i really am.

1:11 PM
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

it's xavier's birthday today.
celebrated his birthday under my block at like 2 plus in the morning.
we bought alcohol lah.
4 bottles of E thirty three and 1 bottle of CARLSBERG beer.
WAH. the beer tasted horrible so i drank only the E THIRTY THREE.
after that rachel stayed over.
i had a MAJOR hangover. started puking all my food out la.
WTF.
im never going to drink alcohol ever.
im going to just stick to ORANGE JUICE or COKE or whatever.
yuck.
the feeling of puking is not good.
my yakiniku, clam chowder, the alcohol, banana ETC. all came out la.
yucks.
and i had to trouble my maid to wash the toilet.
YUCKS. IM SORRY SAY WAH!!!
yuck yuck yuck.
anyways.
I HATE GUYS~!
ESP DUMB AND BORING ONES!

2:12 PM
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

loads of things had happened since i last blogged.
but hey! you don't have to wonder what have i been doing ... just go see rachel's blog and you'll know.
ive got a new best friend!!!!
CHENG LONG!!!!
hahs.
been talking to him on the phone for the past few nights.
chatted and chatted.
WAH. non-stop man.
anyways. he's a nice SWEET guy.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO HIM!!

12:37 PM
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Monday, March 13, 2006

NORCH.
that woman ah. denied saying that she owes me SWENSON's.
WAH.
never mind. helping people with their work is one of the JOY i have at work.
working at 6 today. having my DG over at my place again later at 4. meeting rachel and see wah downstairs at 330.
yup. that's the scheldule for today.
for me at least.

3:12 PM
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i guess she's changed ALOT.
laughing at people's misfortunes?? man. that is so unhuman.
i mean, i'd rather be a bitch than be someone who takes others misfortunes as pleasure!
that is so UNGODLY!
she can still call herself as GOD's child.
MAN! such hypocrisy!!
no wonder whenever she's on stage worshipping the LORD, you can never sense how her vocals can reach out to others, bringing people to the LORD.
your christian life reflects when you worship.

can't you just GROW UP and put aside your hatred for him?
it seems that you can't forget that HE broke up with you and you're still pissed about it.so what if he was mean to you??
you weren't good to him either.
remember what you did last year during camp? or even before that.
after you came back from your holiday?

please THERE's no difference between LOVE and LIKE.
it's just on a difference level. that's all.
YOU were two-timing him. which is even more harmful than what he did to you.

so can you quit it being so ALL-SO-SAINTY because YOU'RE NOT!!

1:26 PM
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Thursday, March 09, 2006

while i was working yesterday at MOS burger.
there was this blind couple that came to order food.
the amazing thing was, they could give us the exact change for their food.
WHOAH~ cool huh?
seeing them made me feel as though i had taken things for granted.
GOD gave us a pair of eyes, thus we should make good use of it.
look at the blind couple that came in yesterday.
not only did they not feel bad about themselves, they were practically joking at the counter with us.
so sweet.
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after xavier and cheng long finished work, they OF COURSE had to wait for me to walk me home. so they started to fool around, making me yet again start rolling on the floor, LAUGHING.
but this time, i was behind the counter.
SO nobody but uncle sam saw.
hee hee.
i helped norch do a bit of closing.
and i got one LARGE cup full of CORN soup to bring back home.
NORCH!!!! NOT ONLY DO YOU OWE ME SWENSON'S NOW... YOU OWE ME SEOUL GARDEN TOO!!!!

11:27 AM
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006

ME AND UNCLE SAM!!

ME AND APPLE!!

3:30 PM
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mabbe i'll just post most of it.
hee hee.

3:29 PM
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i feel so much better after uploading the pictures ...
anyways.

i went out with rachel yesterday. [AS YOU CAN SEE FROM HER BLOG.]
we went AMK to the clinic to eat some medicine la.
WAH. i ate the yakiniku burger at AMK MOS there and it was ....!
i shall not say more.
anyways. i can definitely make a better burger then them.
after the clinic...
we went to meet up with jason to watch FINAL DESTINATION 3!!!!!
it so rocks can! although it was gross and sick, i still love it.
just call me a sadist.
i know that i am.
after which.. jason left for his grandma's house and me & rachel went down to BPP MOS because she wanted to eat her YAKINIKU burger. she was left with four bucks.
i had like no money so i got back my two bucks from xavier to buy my apple soda. haha. {{i copied and paste from rachel's blog.}}
davin treated her to a small ice milk tea. so sweet of him~

RACHEL: " DON'T YOU THINK HE'S QUITE A NICE GUY?? NOT THAT GAY RIGHT? AND HE LOOKS BETTER IN SPECTACLES RIGHT??? "

anyways. davin does look better in specs.
so i've decided to post more decent photos that we took at MOS.

3:17 PM
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rachel's foot kicking her bear and XAVIER JUNIOR!

3:15 PM
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so cute can!!!!!

3:12 PM
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3:09 PM
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i just cant stand it when people write in codes on their blog.
if you're brave enough to diss a person on your blog, you should be brave enough to put the person's name on the blog.
anyways. i shall follow suit and NOT put anybody's name on my blog too.
two can play the same game anyways.

i really don't know how can you go talking behind people's back and also expecting the person to change. what? you just want the person to magically change into the kind of person you would want? oh please! who would change for a person who doesn't want to let her/him know what is going man?
i know i wouldn't.
you said i changed. like DUH! who wouldn't??
it'll be so dumb not to.
how do you expect us to survive with different kinds of people in society if we don't change?
so i don't understand WHY you feel that people change.
like HELLO, you changed too you know!!
so keep your dumb-ass, chicken patty minds to yourself and not bother with my life.
because i CAN'T be bothered with people like you anymore.
it would only SHORTEN MY LIFE SPAN.

and please, if you were to move away next time just because you do NOT want to sit with me ... THEN PLEASE DO!!! you're the one who sat next to me anyways.
who wants to sit with you?? i mean, YOU'RE SO RANDOM!
you don't know how to keep your mouth shut at the correct times.
can't you just take an honest remark?
puh-leez~
if you can't take it, THEN DON'T GIVE HONEST REMARKS TO OTHERS TOO!
WTF.
you are so uptight in your own fucked up world that you feel that the earth revolves around you. IT DOESN'T OK!!
you know? i thought you were one of my closest friends. but hey!
you're the one who is making my life miserable.

next time,
don't come to me for help.
don't come to me asking for my notes.
BECAUSE I WON'T GIVE THEM TO YOU!!!
i would rather give them all to someone else who deserves it more than you and not give it to YOU.

i mean ... after all that you've said of me and did to me??
i really regretted giving my notes before.
I REALLY DO.
but now i've learnt my lesson.
good thing i don't have to see you anyways.
i still can get MORE new friends once i start school.
i don't need to hang around you anyways.
thank GOD im going into a new environment and find myself more new friends.
of course..
old friendships would never change.
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one more thing that i can't stand.
people who call others HYPOCRITES when they are one themselves.
prayer is suppose to be done behind close doors.
it's a personal conversation between just you and GOD alone.
i know when you're blogging, you're just talking to yourself.
regurgitating everything about what has happened or have pissed you off that day.
but HELLO AGAIN!!! don't you know that people read your blog too???

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i know i am one too!!
and i'm not proud of it.
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at least i don't go destroying other parts of my body, which is a temple of GOD.
it's bad enough that i have alredy peirced my ears.
i find it really disgusting to peirce other parts of the body.
YUCKS.
it's so AH LIAN AND AH BENG can.
anyways.
i shan't say more.
it's so obvious who i'm talking about anyways.
please tell me off straight in the face next time you're unhappy with me.

2:25 PM
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006

ANOTHER THING:
i wanna thank GOD for letting me get into my first choice.
NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC doing biotechnology.
THANK YOU GOD!
and also thank GOD for rachel getting into NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC TOO.
too bad she's doing accountancy.
but anyways ... she didn't put my choice.
but hey!!! we ARE IN THE SAME SCHOOL!
YAY.

im off to sleep now.

1:31 AM
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it's a another day after work.
it was boring. there was only me, xavier and isa in the shop.
time passed so slowly.

i cant stand those people who just cannot take an honest remark when they always give it to others themselves.
DO UNTO OTHERS WHAT YOU WANT PEOPLE TO DO UNTO YOU
haven't you heard of it before??
i guess you don't know because you feel your life only revolves around YOU.
WTF la.
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anyways. i had loads of fun at MOS.
esp during closing time.
Laugh so much man.... until my stomach and chest hurt so badly..
i WAS rolling all over the floor man.
rachel and i videoed and took alot of pictures of HAZWAN and XAVIER.
xavier is our love GAY dude at MOS. and HAZWAN is the male version of pamela anderson.
i would love to put the pics and video on my blog... however, the contents of it would shock you and make you laugh till you feel like vomitting. i wouldnt want that to happen anyways.
sometimes i really wonder ... why i am i hanging around this kind of people?
i think im turning into a crazy woman just by working there.
rachel and i have both changed after working there.
we became esp more CRUDE after starting work there. sheesh. wads wrong with us man??
the people there are nice ... AND LOADS OF FUN.
have 2 more names from MOS at bpp.
1-> CUCKOO ... from my cute malay manager NORCH [that's her fake name btw]
2-> SOTONG ... from my handsome malay manager ... a.k.a SANTA CLAUS ISA.
WAH.
with bosses like these ... who wouldn't like working there.
other crew would be APPLE, JURAIMI, HAZWAN[porn star], XAVIER, RACHEL, AUNTIE JUNE, AUNTIE NANCY, new crew CHENG LONG, JING TING, SHARON, UNCLE SAM and UNCLE SAFFRI.
i still have one more manager DAVIN.
he's like so unlucky la.
he had chicken pox on the 3rd day when he started working at our MOS la.
now he looks as though he has pimples all over his face.
HAHA.
i have nice guys working at MOS like XAVIER and CHENG LONG.
they are the only guys i know that are WILLING to send a girl to a bus stop or her doorstep and that girl does not have to be his GIRLFRIEND la.
see ... SO NICE RIGHT???
rachel and i are the one of the lucky people man.
they are like my brothers.
thank GOD for them.
anyways... meeting rachel tomorrow to go ANG MO KIO.
i'll blog again soon.

i hope.

12:33 AM
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Thursday, March 02, 2006

TODAY'S A GOOD DAY!!!
my dad's going to give me my money for my NEW phone later.
i hope he's going to give me more money to buy a SIM CARD first.
it's tough without a handphone.
i'm not going to withdraw the curse that i have said about the person who stole my phone. i hope he would be put behind bars. he/she does not have the rights to be roaming the streets, preying on victims like me!
anyways. i hope i can at least get my phone later with a prepaid sim card.
yupyup.
i felt so good that i changed my skin!
i also finally found out which i usually go to to host my music.
hee hee. so now my blog too has MUSIC!

went to CHINATOWN with rachel yesterday. it was BORING! there was nothing to do ... i asked rachel whether we should go to KOVAN to find the "fondue" cafe at the paya lebar kovan community centre. and we did.
we had lunch at a MCdonald nearby. IT WAS FILLED WITH NOISY SECONDARY SCHOOL STUDENTS. they were like so childish. WAH. there went our peace and quiet.
we hurriedly ate and went to the CC.
the cafe is called WHITE TANGERINE cafe.
the lime juice was like SUPER sour.[i like~] and the ice honey did not taste like honey. hahs.
had the famous fondue. "HAO CHI WANG" introduced it to me.
we're going back there to eat when we have the money.
yupyup.
when we left the place .. we took MRT to Plaza singapura. went to the face shop there. their nail polish was SUPER SUPER cheap. and i simply fell in love with the GREEN nail polish!their stick eye shadow and their eyelinew and MASCARA was simply lovely. so i planned what i was going to buy with my next paycheck.!!
we went home after that. taking the 171 home.
rachel alighted the bus first while i still had a distance to go before reaching home. at BPP... i met apple along the way and decided to go gossip at MOS.
met new people there. one called benson and the other ... i forgot.

anyways. that benson guy was FREAKY. he found me cute and wanted my number ....
blah blah blah... the story goes on and on.
im not going to post it here. only rachel would know. i told her.
the worse thing was ... he wanted to follow me RIGHT TO MY DOORSTEP when they were sending me home! i was like NO!!! i jammed all the lift buttons... pressing every floor. i was like afraid that he'll find me at my house.
it's just FREAKY. i hope my dream would NOT come true.
had a nightmare that it would happen last night.
man. it sucks man. i just hope he'll LEAVE ME ALONE.
staying as friends would be fine.
eeEEEeks. he also smokes la. like WTF!! i hate smokers. they are like MURDERERS. don't they know that when others inhale the smoke... WE DIE TOO???!?!!
inconsiderate people. sheesh.
and i wait.
i hate people who swears like nobody's businesss.
and the first impression i had of benson fell rock bottom when he arrived at MOS.

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anyways
i'm going to have my lunch now!
i just hope he'll keep his distance away from me.!
HELP~

2:38 PM
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