{THE UNCHERISHED}

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

everybody's like at MOS party ok.
yiDe, my younger brother, my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAH.
i could have gone ok.
why did i hold back????
tell me WHY???

1:33 AM
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i just got a glass of chilled orange juice from the kitchen and something just hit me.
what would the world be without orange juice????
hahs. i know it's kinda random. but really, what would we do without it??
i have been surviving on this drink ever since i started staying up late into the night. it just gives me my energy boost to do whatever im doing.

anyways. it was one good day!!!
i didn't fail my OBC test!!! 29.5/50.
i know it's not good. but i expected to fail. so it's good enough. to me at least.
also!! i didn't see the bitch today!
had like loads of fun during cell bio lab today. i TOOK 2 eppendorf and a micropipette tip from the lab. hahs. KAPO.

i also managed to psycho myself not to buy that OP wallet.
and something else just happened to me like NOW that makes me wanna fly over the moon!
where's rachel when you wanna talk to her!! hahs.
anyways. it's like late.
i should be going to sleep soon anyways.
got class at 9am tmr.

1:12 AM
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Monday, May 29, 2006

i hate it man.
im going to fail every single subject that i take with the exception of IS.
nothing is going right.
cell bio quiz today was like OMG.
if i had studied, i would have known how to do the questions.
man.
lucky me.
i'll be happy if i were to get above 10 marks for my paper.
speaking of how LUCKY i was, i just banged my feet on my stupid table.
ArGH. PaiN.
im going to study for my common test next week.
so shoo~

11:31 PM
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ARGH.
i had to take over shafiqah's shift again because she went MIA once again.
oh man.
my mum went shopping with my younger brother today.
apparently, my brother bought alot of new clothes today!!!!!
NO FAIR!!!!!!!!
i wanna go shopping too!!!!
cant my mum at least buy something back for me???
sigh.
i really need to go shopping with my mum one of these days.
i need new clothes to wear to school already!

anyways.
shit shit shit shit shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tmr's like cell bio quiz and i haven't studied anything yet.
WAH.
im so dead.
i better go bathe now and study!!!!

12:12 AM
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Sunday, May 28, 2006

once again.
thank you YIDE for paying for the cab fare first!!!!

1:58 AM
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more people turned up for the bbq this time.
at least it's not the same 3 freshies that went for the sentosa gathering.
it was at pasir ris downtown east today.
bbq pit NO.24
we had loads of fun starting up the fire, listening to LAO DE telling ghost stories in NP. freaky.
every body started leaving very early and all my friends just PANG SEH me la.
thanks people.
YOU GUYS WATCH OUT THIS MONDAY!
hahs.
yide and i took a cab down to cineleisure where he walked home from there and i took a bus back.
lucky there's the night bus.
if not i'll just cry if i take a cab back
my money.
so i now i owe yide like 5 bucks.
to yide!!!
don't worry. i will pay you back on MONDAY!
if i ever see you that is.

i better go bathe and sleep already.
need to be in church early tmr.

1:13 AM
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Saturday, May 27, 2006

YAY!!!
i watched my X Men 3 today!!!

2:11 AM
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

just call me crazy, but i'm gonna talk about love in my entry today.
on my way home from MOS just now, i was doing alot of thing. i mean ALOT.
what is love? i asked myself countless of times but never seem to get a satisfying answer.
i know people perception of love may be based on that of those in TV serials, all the drama-mama ones. i used to be one of those people who believed that fairy tales do happen in reality. however, time has proven me wrong. it's not as smooth-going as it seems.as i grew up, many situations have changed my perspective on love. but there was one particular incident that would scar me for life, making me afraid to experience what love is- my parents fighting all day long which ended up in a divource.
i used to cry alot when my parents fought. i prayed to GOD, asking him why do i have such a difficult family? can't i just have a normal family just like anybody else? when my parents finally decided to have a divource, i was only SEC2 !!! the best thing was, their court hearing was on the BESTEST DAY EVER- valentine's day.
i never really liked V day after that. to make things worse, it was 6 days before my birthday!!!
this was some birthday present i had from my parents which i wished that never had happened. i hated my family and GOD then.
i mean, how could they have done this to me????
do they not know or even CARE about my feelings???
you could never imagine how ANGRY i was with them.
i started being even more rebellious than i was.
staying in school, not wishing to go home. going out with my friends without my parents knowing, etc...

i don't know. but some how GOD spoke to me in a way.
telling me that everything happens for a reason and that i should embrace the new future. it suddenly came to me that i should be happy for my parent because they were much better off not staying and being together.

im a much happier kid now thanks to GOD!
=D

11:41 PM
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bored bored bored. as usual.
it's never different.
for my 5 weeks here in ngee ann. there are like 2 people who always seem to get on my nerves all the time. one of the person is my INFO TECH teacher.
that freakin william hung!!!
we are like gonna take our EXCEL test.
can you believe it???
hahs.
this is so dumb ok.
i still have my OBC test later on at 510.
sharks!
i haven't finish studying for it yet.
die.

2:31 PM
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i hate today.
it's the worst day i'm going to have in the entire time i had in school so far.
we are gonna have the OBC quiz at 5pm today, my class MICROSOFT excel exam and our group presentation for TLS.
CELL BIO tutorial is also due later.

seeing at the amount of things i need to do, i don't need to sleep already.
i'm like sick of studying OBC already. so now i'm waiting for JZ to finish his share of the TLS project and send it to me so i can finish it up. as for cell bio tutorial, i don't think i would do it.
just copy during class tmr.
i shall continue to study OBC once im done with TLS. i can't give a damn about MICROSOFT excel. anyways. it's an open book test.

i shall go research on my project now.
save me some time.

1:13 AM
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Saturday, May 20, 2006

im gonna make this entry a really short one because i've gotta work in like half an hours time.
anyways.
I FOUND MY KEYS!!!
or more like my maid found it for me.
she told me it had dropped behind the makeshift drawers inside my toilet!!
hahs.
who would have thought that it would be there??
that would have been the last place that i look.

guess what???
my manager just called to remind me to go for work at 1130.
man.
i blog again later tonight.
ARgHhHh.
NO BBQ!!!
damn sad man.

10:55 AM
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it was one long day today.
we had IS since 10am. i was suppose to meet josephine at 9am. but she overslept. so we were suppose to meet again at 930am. however, i had gone back to sleep and i too, HAD OVERSLEPT!
hahs.
so i ended up not meeting her early at all.
we had school all the way till 3pm.
i had to rush home to get ready for work at 5.
boy.
i barely had time to rest.
so i worked till 9plus then i went back home.

there was this shocking news!!!!!!!!!!!1
LSCT FOC bbQ has been postponed!!
ARGHhH!!
and i was so looking forward for it!
i even dreamt of it yesterday.
and now because of the stupid weather, we can't have it tmr!
SCREW the weather.
ive got even something even worse than that.

I LOST MY HOUSE KEYS!!!!!!!!!!!
gRAh.
bad luck man.
i think it's at home.
i shall find it tmr.
since i have nothing on after work tmr.

i shall go sleep now and continue my search for my keys tmr.

1:16 AM
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Friday, May 19, 2006

i love this song by NICKLEBACK.
it's called FAR AWAY.

here's the lyrics:

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go

1:55 AM
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i had a funny dream during cell biology lecture.
i dreamt of josephine eating skittles and i almost ate those that had dropped on the floor. she had them picked up from the floor and placed them on the table.
hahs.
that wasn't just it.
the GLs from the LSCT camp came to SCREAM at us to pay up for the BBq that we're gonna have this sat! can't wait for it! at least i know that there'll be more people that would turn up for it than the sentosa outing.
hahs.
anyways. i just came to blog about my lame dream that i had.
=P.

to YIDE:
cheerup man! it's not the end. there are definitely ways to solve almost all problems! take care man!

1:23 AM
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

whoo hoo~
I LOVE MY MUMMY!!!!!!!
she can so read my mind ok~
i didn't tell her that i wanted DURIAN and she bought it back home yesterday!!
I LOVE HER SO MUCH ok!!

anyways. i went MOS after school (as usual).
met up with rachel and we "STUDIED" and chatted there.
cheng long wasn't working. but he came down in the end. he wanted to meet me face to face to talk to me about his problems.
but we ended up not talking much about his problems but went shopping instead.
we went into TS and he bought 2 VCDs.
actually he only bought one. but i wanted to watch POP STAR, so he bought it and lent it to me. how nice of him.
after which he took a cab back, refusing to send me home in the cab.
WTH. hahs. his cab ended up driving past me at my house there can!
HMPH.
how smart of him. anyways.
i went home, wanting to finish my cell biology tutorial. but i ended up watching POP STAR till 12. and i was so tired after that. so i decided to go sleep because i had to wake up early to meet kelvin,JZ and jose to do our TLS thingy.
so i ended up going to sleep without doing my homework.

i must change the way i work.
but first!! CLEAN UP MY ROOM!!
it's in a MESS. everything's like on my bed and all over my table.
i have to like throw everything on the floor before i go to sleep or push all my books to the side when i use my laptop on the table.
i decided to tidy up my room soo. maybe this weekend.
yup.

12:23 PM
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

i have many CRAVINGS for ALOT of food!
MOS burger's mussels, nuggets and MOS Chicken!!!!!!!!!
AND MY DURIAN!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHhH.
why don't i have MORE money??? then i can cab down to GEYLANG to buy my DELICIOUS durians!!!! man. it's been a long time since i've eaten one.
i must have it! sooner or later!!

anyways.
for today. I DIDN'T SLEEP DURING CELL BIO LECTURE AT ALL!!! can you believe that???
most of the time i was taking pictures of random people and my classmates!!!
HAHS.
so much for not sleeping. now i can black mail even those people who are NOT in my class.
LSCT. BEWARE!!!
the queen of PAPARRAZI's is here!!!!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHA.
i'm being lame.
forgive me.
i'm going off to bed already.
i'd just needed to post my cravings online.

1:43 AM
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Monday, May 15, 2006

HAHA.
i was not late for church today...
can you believe it??? i was like EARLY.
and xavier thinks it's because of him. PLEASE. NEVER.
but i left early.
went to have a buffet lunch with my FAMILY.
on the way back home, i took alot of snap shots with me and my lovely cute younger brother!!! and my auntie too!!!
hahs.
i slept all the way till 530.
then i woke up to go to work!!
i really didn't want to work because of my cramps! grAH.
but i went in the end.
i was like moody la.
AND I SCALDED MY ARM WITH FREAKING HOT OIL CAN!!!
STUPID FRYER!!!!!!!!!!!!
i curse the fryer at MOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now i have an ugly mark on my elbow which looks like stitches can !!!!!!
URGH!!!!!!
disgusting.

i shall go sleep now.
and curse the fryer again tmr.
complaining about it to my friend in school.
aRgh!!!!!!!!

12:39 AM
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Sunday, May 14, 2006

man. im like sOo tired.
i woke up at like 8 this morning just to make sure i won't be late for the gathering.
i reached harbourfront at like 1011 and there was NOBODY to be found.
i was wondering whether they had left without me but i just waited.
it wasn't until 1027 when i saw xiang lin and HANNAH. my new friend.!
both of them was from aule.
not long after, we met some GLs.
we went to eat at MACs while waiting for someMORE people to come.
in the end, only 3 freshies came ... out of I DUNNO how many of them.
nevertheless, we still head out to sentosa.

at sentosa, we played soccer, volleyball and touch rugby with the guys!
I MADE A NEW FRIEND!
her name's HANNAH, from BIO too!!!
but in a different class from me.
she's LOADS of fun and REAL sporty.
the 2 of us totally rawk when it comes to defending our goal during soccer.
ive got like cuts and ALOT of bruises from playing.
we went into the water.
i was like swimming and swimming and swimming.
i played with my dream dog there!!!
the dog's name was chester. he was a 4month OLD GOLDEN RETRIEVER!!!
the owner bought him for like $750 only lor!
WAH.
i am SO gonna get that doh when i grow up next time.
i left early because i needed to work.
the toilet queue at SENTOSA was like LONG.
so i decided to go home and bathe before going to work.
xiang lin and hannah were so sweet to kindly walk me to the blue line bus terminal.
i cabbed home after which and rushed down to work.
i made it just in time.
it's a good thing i changed shift with cheng long.

speaking of cheng long ...
BROTHER!!! I'll leave my SAT afternoon just to go kbox with you. don't say im not thinking about you ah.

im like EXTREMELY tired now.
i'd better go sleep.
if not i won't be able to wake up for church tmr.

12:39 AM
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Saturday, May 13, 2006

today is one messy DAY.
i HAD to clean below the counter.
i literally laid down on the floor just to clean it!
now it's sparkling white ok.
there was alot of wastages today.
8 teriyaki chicken!!
alot of clam chowder, corn and minestrone soup.
and loads more!
anyways.
i'd better go sleep soon.
im going sentosa tmr for the LSCT group gathering!!!!!!
ngee ann poly LSCT totally RAWKS!!!
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!
=D

1:57 AM
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Thursday, May 11, 2006

i love my new contacts!!!!!!!!
they totally rawk!
purple. purple. purple.
i simply LOVE it. im soOo in love with myself!!!!!
im in love with my eyes!!!!
i took like SO many pictures with rachel, cheng long, juraimi and norch at MOS today.
i LOVE them ALOT.

anyways.
people was staring at my eyes the entire time today.
the guy going into the toilet at KAP just amuses me.
you should look at the way he looked at me.
HA.
FUUN-NIE!!

11:07 PM
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

I BOUGHT MY PURPLE CONTACT LENS TODAY!!!!!!!!!
hahas.
im gonna wear them to school tomorrow!
i shall be the coolest of the coolest student.
hee hee.
i better go read my prac and sleep early.
later cannot wake up.

to YIDE:
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR MATH TEST TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

11:18 PM
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check check check.
damn bias can????
WTF la.
just because i don't pay attention in class does NOT mean i don't know how to do.
asshole can.
how many times does he have to check my work. it's the same thing ok~
it's not like i did something different.
he touched me again la.
please lor!!!!!!!!
HANDS OFF!
which part of that DON'T you understand.
i hate it when irritating people touch me.
back off !!
im not that close to you ok~

3:59 PM
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shucks.
my FAVOURITE teacher again.
my william hung sia~
going on and on over the same point.
don't he get bored of himself doing so?? can't he just see our faces and see that WE DON'T GIVE A DAMN!
i hate this kind of people who are like oblivious to the atmosphere around them.
HE IS ONE FOR AN EXAMPLE!
best. WE ARE SO BORED!
bored bored bored.
i'd rather go for lecture than this.
it's EXCRUCIATING!!!
i can't believe i still have 2 more hours on it.

2:55 PM
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anyways. it was one hell of a day.
i was rushing to finish my lab report.
had OBC tutorial.
went home straight after school.
it was like so early can~
so i decided to grab a bite at MOS before i went home.
i was STARVING. i hadn't had anything to eat since i woke up in the morning.
the only thing i had was the HEI BAI PEI chocolate biscuit and my mango tea.
yup.
so i had a fish burger, medium apple soda and my takopachi. i went to POPULAR after that and bought NANNY McPHEE to watch on my laptop.

i reached home at 6. watched my vcd and went to download songs on the other com.
i was bored. i felt weird that i didn't stay at MOS.
man.
boring.
i think i'll go sleep now.
i need to be in school at 9am tmr.

12:24 AM
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

WAH.
rushing through OBC tutorial and CELL BIO lab report.
shucks.
need to go sleep soon.
meeting jose at 10am to study tmr.

1:37 AM
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Sunday, May 07, 2006

today has been one LONG day.
woke up at like 840. was late for church. yet AGAIN.
lucky i didn't miss much.
i had to leave service early because i needed to work at one and i didn't want to be late.
so i reached BPP MOS burger at like 1230 and guess what???
ISA had told me that william didn't come!!! and i needed to start work early.
so i rushed to change into my uniform and help ISA as the lunch crowd was in.
i worked and worked and worked all the way till 10pm with only less than ONE hours break. and it was almost very busy. the customers just keep coming one after another.
i cried as i was so MESSED up by all the orders that i just needed a moment to just sit down and vent my frustrations. by crying. (see, i told you i was a cry baby.)

anyways. after the shop had closed, i tested cheng long on his chemistry.
apparently, he wasn't that sure of his work. we both left the shop together.
i sent him to the overhead bridge instead of him sending me home.
now im like on my laptop blogging.
i think i shall go sleep soon.
im really TIRED!

11:25 PM
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i don't understand why he just keeps getting on my nerves. really.
it takes ALOT just to do so. i mean. you would never see me angry with just anyone.
but he never fails to get me on my nerves all the time.
like he's jinxing me or something...

anyways.
i was like sick yesterday, but i still went out with my DATES.
finished school at 12 plus, talked to jose, char and YL in the library cafe till 2 plus den i went out.
meet rachel at 4 at mos after that. met up with some one else and went out.
we went marina to watch movie and ate at crystal jade!!
WAH. i really had like NO appetite to eat can. my xiao long bao and LA MIAN~!
watched aquamarine, it was a FUNNy and NICE show.
he was like shocked to see me cry during this kind of show can.
hahs.
sad to tell you. i cry at almost every show.
horror, comedy, romance, action ... etc.
just call me cry baby~
because i am.
i reached home at about 1205.
late man. lucky my mum didn't scream at me.

12:43 AM
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Friday, May 05, 2006

today's one BAD day.
i felt sick when i woke up today and wanted to PON school.
however, i did not.
i still have to go to school for IS to take my speech assignment which is like 20% of my whole module. so i dragged myself to school, wearing formal wear which was like WEIRD. anyways. after school, i was suppose to meet cheng long to go k-boxing with him. that bugger overslept can???
so we ended up like NOT going.
then i decided to come home and change out of my horrendous clothes and wear something much more presentable in public when i go out later.
on the way home, I SAW THE MOST HATED GIRL ever IN MY LIFE.
MAN. i was like damn pissed off when i saw her.
i was already having a bad day, and she just have to appear in front of me to get me all angry all over again.
it's a good thing she didn't do anything to me or i'll give her 2 tight slaps.

anyways. i better start preparing to go out.
i'll blog again tonight.
hopefully, my bad day ends now.

3:29 PM
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it was supposedly a happy day.
me and half of my class - eliza(my fellow shortie friend), rachel, nian shun and junzHeng(both lookalike) josephine and diana, went to CINELEISURE's K BOx during our 5 hours break.
we sang and sang.
me, nian shun and eliza were mainly the ones singing can??!!?
the rest couldn't read traditional chinese.
best.
anyways. we rushed back to school in 2 taxis.
we were early ok~
i slept throughout the entire 2 hours of lecture. that was how boring it was.

went to mos to laze around and i fell asleep there.
i'm like a pig. really.
i slept so soundly that i didn't notice the dinner crowd coming in and that juraimi and apple and annabelle left.
hahs.
after closing time. me, cheng long and juraimi(he came back) started to play hand games. the loser would have to drink one BIG spoon of corn soup.
i lost like 3 times, cheng long only lost 2 times but juraimi ...
that bugger lost dunno how many times. continuously some more. i can't remember how many spoons he took in. both me and cheng long helped him drink 2 spoons each.
juraimi ended up vommitting on the floor. hahs.
in the end, cheng long finished it because HE LOST THE LAST ROUND. i mean like DUH~

it was past 1130, so the 2 of them sent me home. cheng long came with me in the lift to send me to my door step. like he always do.
so now im on MSN chatting. wondering what im i gonna wear for the IS speech presentation. i mean, how formal is FORMAL?
man.
this sucks.
my brother came into my room and was looking at my hamsters.
he told me that ONE DIED!
i was like WTF!!?!
the big fair one, my favourite had DIED!!!!
OMG man. how could this happen to me???
it's like barely even 1 years old can??
im like freaking sad now.
i shall go mourn over the death of my hammy.

12:19 AM
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Thursday, May 04, 2006

anyways. back to reality.
my hands healing really quick. it's not pain anymore. that josephine went to curse me, saying that after a few more days, boils are going to appear.
WAH. WOMAN!!! how do you have the heart to curse me????
hahs.
today was an EXTREMELY boring day.
it was all tutorials, tutorials and more tutorials!!
can you imagine the agony i have to go through. i still have to face that RAYMOND guy during INFO!! it freaking idiot touched my back when he came to check my work can???!? WHO IN THE WORLD ALLOWED YOU TO DO SO??? AM I THAT CLOSE TO YOU???
PUH-LEEZ~ YOU LOOK LIKE FREAKING WILLIAM HUNG WHO SHOWERS PEOPLE WITH YOUR SALIVA!!
LIKE WTF!!!
sheesh~
i was like sleeping most of the time though. you can ask jose, JZ and kelvin!
hahs.
but i managed to finish the assignments.
during TLS, we were suppose to hand up the PBL cases to the teacher and the rest of my group didn't do it. and i was like almost done with it.
they did the research, all i did was no that thingy.
super right?? and i was like sleeping before that.
hee hee hee.

after school, bought my CELL BIO tb. and then i went MOS again. i finished my cell bio tutorial there. something happened which i shan't say on my blog. it's too personal. anyways. i helped them sweep the floor after closing. there were like customers still eating. but i was like HECK! im going to sweep the floor anyways.
rachel and xavier left first.
after that... cheng long wanted to go. he has like SS and MATH pp2 the next day and he's still working till so late. so i chased him home.
just after he left, juraimi saw the CHEE KO PEK. i turned around and saw him too!!
when the CHEE KO PEK walked away, cheng long returned.
hahs.
he ended up sending me home.
how sweet of him.
anyways.

this is to YIDE(if you're ever reading my blog):
take it easy~ there's always a reason why things happen. it's life. there are its ups and downs. don't think so much about it. you can always talk to me about it!! i've been through it before. so i know what you're going through now.

anyways. it's about time i should go to sleep.
i have lecture at like 8am tmr morning.

12:22 AM
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now i know.
it hurts to love too.
i might as well don't love anymore. it's hurts both ways anyway. i don't know what to do. seriously. i don't.
maybe one day i'll find that someone who would make me realise that love isn't what i think it would be. but i know for sure, it's not going to be any time soon!
for now, i'll just stick to being single and enjoy it!
to all my friends who are concerned about me, FRET NOT!! i back to my normal self. i've let go of all the unhappiness in me and i'm happy now. i really am.

12:09 AM
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

i scalded my left hand with hot boiling water at work yesterday. lucky for me, it's not as bad as those you see on television. after it had happened, isa told me to soak my hand in ice cold water before applying the lotion.
my hand was like numb after doing so! i couldnt feel anything.
after a while it was better. i started to do my work normally.
it wasn't until cheng long came and grabbed my hand!!! i was like WTF!!!!
PAIN!!! my hand started feeling the pain it should be feeling. and i was like handicapped after that. it felt so much better after eating ice cream.
i was suppose to finish work at 4, but they extended me til 5. i didn't mind la.
it was double pay day anyways. instead of going to davin's house today, we went bugis instead. emily came along with us and the 3 of us went to eat steamboat together. davin and i had decided to eat til our hearts contents, to forget all the hurt we've been through. nobody can ever understand what's going on in our hearts.
so we ate till 8 plus and we left for clementi. emily and davin were going to sing kBOX there. they met up with wanTING. we cabbed down to clementi and from there, i took the bus home.
now im like at home and i didn't know there was OBC tutorial la!!
when i tried logging on to MEL, i couldn't get in la.
WTF la!
lucky for me my classmates were still online, so josephine sent me the documents.
the tut0rial questions are like damn freaking hard can. i don't understand the question at all.
anyways. im off to bed now. i shall wake up early to rush through my tutorials.

1:54 AM
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Monday, May 01, 2006

before i go to sleep...
i want to wish my dear brother, the baby of the family, a HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
you're 15 already!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

i'll owe you a present.
your sister is broke.
seriously broke.
sorry ah.

hee hee hee.

3:51 AM
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i just came home from work.
i helped ISA with the stock take of our MOS burger shop.
anyways. all i did was just help count count and count.
I HAD TO COUNT THE HOT DOG WRAP!!!
i was like WTF!.
452 pieces ok!!!
and i had to take like 20 mins to finish counting it. each sheet of plastic was like TRANSPARENT and THIN! imagine if i had miscounted and i have to do it all over again.
whoah.
i won't be able to go home that way.
after counting,
i was like talking to davin about my problems that i was having with my love life and i broke down and cried in front of him.
he didn't know what to do with me, so he just keep repeating his point that i'm still young and have yet experienced what love really is.
oh please~
look at the kind of family i grew up in? hello! i matured faster than what other girls would be at my age ok. how can you tell me what love is?? i jolly know well what love is. it's just that i'd never had the chance to feel what it's like. EVER.

i waited for davin and uncle saffri to close the shop before going home. davin wanted to send me home because he was afraid that something would happen to me.
soon after i'm back at home. i took a shower and started blogging.
i'd better go sleep soon. i'm meeting my best friend from CRESCENT GIRLs's sch, AMY LEE, at 8am tmr to jog.

3:02 AM
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