{THE UNCHERISHED}

Sunday, July 24, 2005

yesterday. went to skool for speech day cum the celebration to kick start the skool's 50th anniversary. i didn't want to go. i felt real sick. but our skool had forced us to at least purchase 5 bucks worth of coupons.and if i didn't go ... i'll have to produce an MC ... and mr lee boon keng had said quote only MCs are allowed if u were not to turn up on SPEECH DAY. parents' letter will be rejected!! unquote so not wanting to waste my money ... buying the coupon and my MC.
i decided to go for it. had fever during the prize giving. haowen was like. denyse!! why is your face so red. so i guess it was like really high le. was sick for the entire day. but i still walked arnd skool with amy ... got myself a henna.$1.50 only. amy had a name with a star. she had it for free.. bargained with this tamil jR.
went for worship prac. watched lame movies on amos's laptop. went home. slacked. saw my older brother before he left for taiwan. he's gone for 3 weeks man! hahs. no one fight with me.! yay!
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okay. went for breakfast with amy and hayden today. went off to church half and hour later.
so i did worship today..so everything went fine. blah blah blah. took holy communion. rach seemed like she was in a bad mood.hmMM.i wished i knew. but i won't force her if she didn't want to tell... i respect her privacy. YES I DO!!! hahs. tt's wad frens are wad... hee hee~
welll. besides tt. it seems to be a habit. going there to seem him. wanting to see him. hahs. my eye candy~ hee hee~ i hope this ends real soon... i mean seriously. REAL SOON. it's like getting outta hand. it's became soOO bad tt i wanna see him more often ... i know i sound crazy. i do~ so i'll like pile myself with work and more work. trying not to think about it.
but engrossing in my skool work isn't gonna be there permanently. like when im going to bed. sleeping. man. tt's why i want it to go soon. if he's not gonna ask me to be his ... den i WANT IT TO GO!!
seem to me like im crazy. very. but the main thing is tt i wanna score for my O's. i wanna do biomedical in ngee ann.
i hope evrything goes fine. ppl arnd ... r/ship with others... results. basically.. just life. ive had too many downs in my life. i hope tt more ups will be in stored for me in the NEAR future.

to my GLASSDUCKS: i <33 u guyss..!! cant wait to perform together soon!!!
ppl reading this.. u must .. i say u MUST ... SUPPoRT US!!!!!!!!!
WHEE~
there. im finished with this.

blonk` blonk` blonk`

5:57 PM
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