{THE UNCHERISHED}

Saturday, July 16, 2005

YIPPEE!!!!
im finally able to use the com... my mum's not home and my 2 IRRITATING brothers are out. tt leaves me here to use the com. so .. life has had its ups and downs. many. things are working out pretty ok for me. it all started on sat last week when i quarrelled with my mum. she was being sOo unreasonable. i get scolded for studying, playing... basically scolded for anything that goes wrong in the house~ the next day, i was suppose to be in church earlier than usual as we had to rehearse theh dance steps for tt day.
it was YOUTH SUNDAY.
so my mum gave me a lift to church. in the car ... i reminded her that i'll be home late at night that day. she was like shocked to hear that i'll be home late. soOo she was like YOU CAN'T GO FOR THE CONCERT TONIGHT!!! i felt so cheated. she said i could go to my fren's concert and now she's telling me not to go??? i had already given my fren my word that i'll go. i was soOo angry ... i tried negotiating with her .... saying that i won't go for sg if she had let me go for the concert. no. she just have to reject the idea. good thing for me was that church wasn't very for from my house. so i alighted her car, not bothering to even say goodbye.
in church,
we practiced and practiced. the time came when we had to perform. it turned out fine. kh's musical was HILARIOUS~ after church. me rach and rene went PS to take NEOPRINT ... and study at BK. where we awaited the arrival of jason for like 3hours.
thanks ar!!! my butt hurt like crazy~ after walking around, they came over to my place. i was hoping that my mum would relent and let me go in the end.
but my mum wasn't home.
she din even bother picking up her fone.
so i decided to go. i was bathing when she called. screamed at me non-stop. yeah, i cried. so what?? i got changed and evrything and just when we were wearing our shoes, she came home. she told me off in front of my frens. but i dun care. it happens all the time. so i went.
was gonna be late.
so we took cab from KAP. jason paid. watched the concert. it was FANATASTIC!!! love it alot.
now i understand why their set piece was like soOo good. unlike my choir.
well.
school sucks. i din get the colours award. so much for letting me fill in the nomination paper ... might as well not give it to me. waste my ink and my foto. i wonder who's the one who din approve me. oh wells. i only wanted it for the money. if there is any. im not thinking of going to a jc. i wanna go ngee ann poly. i want to do biomedical!!!hahs. yes. tt's wad i wanna do.
soOo. tt shall be it.
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sighzZz. sometimes i wonder why im sucha loser. nothing seems to go right.
i used to hate being me. hated myself alot. but now. im only walking the way CHRIST wants me to. i put my life in his hands. soOo now i can let go of all my burdens and live my life to the fullest.!!!
yay!!!
well .. i shld stop blogging le.
byeee~

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