{THE UNCHERISHED}

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

hmMm.
didn't catch methane today. but who really cares?? as usual .. amy lee and i were like aunties on the bus. gossiping non-stop. too bad there were no sji guys to piss off in the bus. at the bus stop, Amy lee had the cheek to ask me why i hadn't join them to study yesterday. hello~ she didn't even tell me that she was meeting him on sunday. but i had study group with my church frens. soOo even if she had asked, i wouldn't have gone. anyways, she was telling me things that had happened between her and hayden yesterday at BUKIT PANJANG PLAZA. hmMm. not exactly the right place to be having a "DATE". she told me how they had breakfast at Macs, lunch at Jacksplace and dinner at SWENSON's. hahs. instead of losing weight, she gains more in the end. i wanted to laugh my ass off on the bus ... but i had to be considerate to the other people on the bus. so i didn't. maybe i should be a kind soul. i won't expose her dirty secrets on my blog just yet. [note=> the keyword is YET.]

it was quite a long ride to school. so she shared hers. and i shared mine. long stories about the weekend that we have to tell to each other.
so when we reached school, we went to our classes. and i never saw her again today. soOo ... school was boring. had physics and biology test. man.. if i'm lucky~ i won't flunk both test. aHHhhHHh~

prelims is in about 38 more days. starting our eng paper first on the 2sepT. one day after teachers' day. and the rest of the papers are after the one week sepT "holiday". stressed. maybe that's one of the reason why im losing soO much hair. the part of me that i treasure the most.!!

went to see the dentist during lunch. the girl doing her teeth before me to sUchHh a long time that i missed my Maths D period. i have to take an X-ray of my teeth. the lady said that it MIGHT be my wisdom tooth coming out. but it was not very convincing. so she wanted to help me make an appointment with the Health Promotion Board to have my X-ray. but that was only if i decided not to put on braces. so ive decided to leave my teeth as they are... so im going to make an appointment with my dentist tomorrow. my teeth aren't that bad ... so it's not necessary for me to wear it. my mum still thinks it's a good idea for me to put after my O's. but to save some money for her. i'd rather not put.

back to school before reap, jan was taking orders. orders from restaurants outside school. soOo i ordered lunch. it only could come at 4.45 after REAP and so me waited. man. reap not boring at all ~ not at all. after eating, went home with jessica and haowen. went mobil to get a drink. walking to the traffic light to cross over to our bus stop. our bus came. haowen was the first to run across the road. "AFTER THE MERCS!!! AFTER THE MERCS!!!!" so jessica waited for the MERCS to pass by and she ran over. leaving me behind. the light ended up turning red and i could cross the road.
in the bus, haowen was shocked to see that jessica and i weren't behind her when she had crossed the road. guess what ... haowen wanted to shout out to run after a LEXUS had passed by and not a MERCS. jessica had crossed after a MERCS. and i was slow ... extremely slow. i did not know what was going on and only that my friends are like crossing the road without me. i was preoccupied with something else. him.

so i got home. watched a bit of the stand-up comedian, russell peters. not hilarious at all. watched tong xin yuan. talked to my mum.
I GOT MY HAIR LOSS CONTROL SHAMPOO!!!! yay.
im lame today. i woke feeling happy. i guessed i had good dreams yesterday night. i hope it was about him. hmMMm... better go to sleep now.

just wanted to let you knew if you knew what im writing now is to you.
i would overcome barriers and obstacles just to spend my time with you.
knowing that you're happy, makes me happy.
and that i would be contented even if it means just to stay by your side ....

as a friend

.

missing you now.

blonk` blonk` blonk`

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