{THE UNCHERISHED}

Sunday, June 25, 2006

went to the gym with my KOR today. rachel and xavier PANG SEH us!!
KOR said that rachel cheated his feelings and promoted me from XIAO MEI to CHAO JI DA MEI!!
WAH. what an ugly way of calling me.!!!

we started on the treadmill first.
so we ran and ran for 30 mins. YAY!!! it was an achievement for me!
30 MINUTES NON-STOP.
i was never able to withstand 10 mins before.
the best thing was.. i wasn't panting at the end of the run.
i think the phrase "MIND OVER BODY" really is true!
i kept pushing myself to run 5 more mins everytime till the machine stopped.
YAY.
anyway. after the gym, my KOR wanted to go swimming. so i just sat there as he swam. i fell asleep in the end.
psst. I TOLD YOU I WAS A PIG.
i can sleep ANYWHERE.

after which, we walked back to LOT one to meet up with rachel and xavier.
but we left there first because rachel needed to settle somethings with someone.
X stayed behind to accompany her.
so we reunited at BPP MOS burger.
KOR did HDC.

we ended up going to JURONG POINT.
walked around and ate at the kopitiam.
went back after that.
he had something on at night.
therefore, xavier rachel and i went back to BPP MOS burger and slept there.
met up with cheng long there.

after rachel and xavier had gone back, cheng long and i went back to MOS and started talking.
he was telling me stories about china's history and the generals and blah blah blah. so i listened intently to what he was saying. but to tell you the truth, i didn't understand half of the things that were coming out from his mouth.

when the store closed, i started to notice that i have been getting alot of bruises lately.
some of which i can't remember that i have bumped into something at the particular spot before.
then it suddenly it struck me. what if i'm going to die?? i haven't done ALOT of things yet. and i mean ALOT. like falling in love, getting my mum to trust me and let me stay out late at night, having a nice and proper job, graduating from school, find my soulmate, get married, go for my honeymoon, travel around the world, have kids, etc.
i can't possibly go just yet.
i hope GOD can allow me to be selfish this once. it's not that i don't wanna go up to heaven to meet him, however, a man would never be satisfied. in my case, A WOMAN.
i know that everyone would go, it's only a matter of time. but how would my family feel?? how would my absence affect the people around me??
cheng long said that i was being to NEGATIVE. but really?? who wouldn't think about these things if they think that they were gonna leave this world??
so i feel that i should treasure every moment in my life now. i know that i have been taking things for granted. maybe it's just a WAKE up CALL for me to not be oblivious to my surroundings.
sigh.
went to the playground with chenglong and juraimi.
juraimi say this word written at the playground, "CHEE BYE".
then he pronounced it out loud. when me and chenglong heard it, we were laughing so hard that we were practically rolling about on the floor. hahs. after which, juraimi can't seem to stop saying it. then we talked and talked till 1.30AM. juraimi decided to go home.so they sent me home and i'm here in the end. blogging about my life today.

anyway.
enough of me being all sad and all.
i shall go watch my vcd now!!

2:06 AM
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