{THE UNCHERISHED}

Monday, August 14, 2006

i cried today.
my hamster's sick. really sick.
he could barely move or open his eyes.
so i moved him into a smaller environment, gave him vitamin C-carrots and vegetables, hoping that it would make him better.
i dare not go to sleep. i'm afraid that if i do, he would just go without me saying goodbye to it.
i remember that this hamster and the one that died quite sometime back, were given by my secondary school classmates huiqi. it was so sweet of her to do so.
these 2 hamsters are practically my soulmates. whenever i'm down, they never failed to cheer me up. be it biting me, watching them run on the wheel, eating or even sleeping, looking at them just some how magically makes me feel better.
but if it has to go, i won't blame it. i feel really bad because i've been neglecting it ever since school started. the only times i play with it would be when i have to change the bedding, give it food and water, or i simply just want to pass time. i really hope it gets better. it deserves so much more than this. i promise to take good care of it once it gets better.

anyways.
i seem to have an affinity with animals today.
whilst walking home from work, there was this white cat that followed me wherever i went.
even when i was about to enter the lift of my block, it didn't seem to go away even after i attempted to shake it off.
sigh. another abandoned cat.
i know that it had been someone's pet before because it liked being with humans alot. unlike all the other strays that we see on the streets, shunning away from humans when we approach them.
sigh.

1:10 AM
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