{THE UNCHERISHED}

Saturday, October 07, 2006

it turns out that i'm only leaving the house at 7pm.
so i shall rant about what happened during the time from my last post till now.

seriously, i don't get why my mother and older brother simply LOVES to bombarde me with their problems with my dad. *for all who don't know what i'm talking about, don't read on.*
it's not my fault or my problem that my dad hasn't given you money since GOD-KNOWS-WHEN.
and complaining to me simply ain't gonna make him pay you.
i'm only seventeen and you're giving me this kind of problems.
HELLO~ it's not like i can fly over to dubai now and hold my father at knife point, forcing him to pay you what he owes right????!!?
argh.
i'm damn pissed off right now.
i know i'm the closest to my dad amongst the 3 children.
but why me?
you guys jolly know that i don't wanna get involve with you monetary problems cuz it's simply not the time where i get to worry about finances!!!
you think i like it that my dad doesn't give you money?????
hello. i suffer too! it's just that i don't voice it out.
it's as simple as that!
if you want your money, why don't you just call him and ask him for yourself?
it's not like i owe you a living ok.
if anything goes wrong, it's my fault or it's my responsibility to clean up the mess.
but what can i do if my dad doesn't do it?
what can i do man?? ROB A BANK?
i reallly really wish that you guys can go call him yourself.
i'm just sick and tired of always being the middleMAN and your punching bag!
everytime he doesn't pay you, you guys just take it out on me!
it's not fair ok~
i hate it !!!

6:33 PM
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